Your confusion is the message.
I don’t know what people are taking these days, but I know I get a natural contact high from administering birth chart readings. I guess it’s really powerful evidence that intimacy can exist immediately if there’s a strong container, shared language and a willingness to hear about yourself.
“You were made for this. You have really great empathy.”
”This is intense.”
”I’m overwhelmed in a good way.”
Ultimately, I’ve found an outlet for my want to support and my unwillingness to hold relational chaos for too long.
A few years ago (after reading The Celestine Prophecy), I absorbed the idea that everyone I speak to (in any context) has a message for me. My propensity for meaning and myth making has no bounds.
How is it that I keep on having what feels like a * strain * of the same conversation with wildly different energy? Humans all wondering where they’re “meant” to go next.
" g o a l s e t t i n g ”
” w h a t s h o u l d i b e d o i n g"
A better question to ask is:
Which version of myself is going to be the one that takes me forward?
Then act in alignment with what they would choose.
What got you here won’t get you there. The collection of skills, responses, choices and desires needed to land in a life you resonate with, will take time and work (that’s Saturnian wisdom).